As it stands, the beau and I are "on." When we are "off," I'm mostly a miserable woman. So, instead of viewing the relationship as a roller coaster, I'm comparing it to a Tilt-a-Whirl. Highs and lows are allowed, but in a way that's easier to handle and less nausea-inducing.
(Hey, at least the relationship isn't like the Gravitron--feeling stuck against a wall and unable to move any extremities).
The constant in any relationship I've ever had is: me. So, I've been paying way more attention to those reactions and triggers that are my own. And I'm owning them. Relationships are but big mirrors reflecting back all our own insecurities and issues. We either work on them or run away as fast as we can.
For now, I'm buckling the safety belt and enjoying the ride.
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